| July 6, 2007. sanibel beach. 1am. the moment i looked up to the stars, i thought time stopped ticking. the moment we all ran the fastest we could, to the horizon, i felt so connected to my surrounding, and disconnected to all my stress and worries. who knew this trip would become one of those lifelong memories. i know i didn't. you will always be in that special corner in my heart, sanibel. |
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| yesterday i was getting my shoes repaired at lenox mall. it was going to take an hour, and i don't know what i was thinking, i went to a near by piercing place and got a naval ring.
it did hurt a lot more than my nose piercing, and it was bleeding non stop for like 4 hours (almost like a light period outta my naval). lucky i was wearing a black shirt yesterday or i would look like i got stabbed in my stomach or sth.
so ya, the whole piercing procedure took about 10 minutes. the funny thing is that it took the lady a while to find a whole part of skin around my belly bottom to pierce ( so i guess that means not too much fat on my stomach? ha). and i swear at one point, i heard her mumbling, god damnit, this is ridiculous... uh, im sorry?
afterwards, she explained to me that i have a weird belly button, thats why she encountered some difficulty during the procedure.
weird belly button, interesting. . .
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| i cant deny the fact that i miss him, still. in a way, friends and going out numb my feelings. but when im alone, i think of him. thinking where he is at, has he found someone else? ...i never find letting go is difficult to do except this time. i think its due to the fact that we never had a closure, which is very annoying.
maybe one day we will bump into each other again. but it won't be important anymore. because i am ready to move on now and i am not going to look back.
tomorrow is always better than yesterday.
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